The giant elephant

Once upon a time, there was this little girl, whose life was made miserable by a ‘giant elephant’. By ‘giant elephant’ she meant the piano. You see, she absolutely loathed the piano and she could find no words that was blasphemous enough because she was too young to know any of those, that she just named the piano the ‘giant elephant’.
PianoShe was forced at a young age to attend piano lessons because almost every friends in her class seemed to be attending one. It was almost like an unspoken rule at that time for parents to send their children to piano lessons at an early age. So she thought she was one of those ‘unlucky’ children.

She couldn’t feel the thrill and the beauty of the music drifting from the piano. She just wished she was wearing an ear plug to keep the sound off. She stared dully at those notes while moving her finger lifelessly across the keys. Every so often her teacher would criticize the way her hands dragged across the piano keys as if the weight of her hands was too much to bear.


She hated those songs that she was forced to play. It didn’t help much when she was forced to play the same song over and over again because the movement of her hands wasn’t timed perfect enough. Such stupid rules. She was sent to the piano school a few days a week for practice because she didn’t have a piano at home.


So one day she gathered enough courage to tell her mother the truth about how much she hated her piano lessons. She wanted to quit. To her surprise, her mother didn’t put up much complaints and she was allowed to have her way. She was so happy that she couldn’t wipe away that smug smile on her face for the rest of the week because she finally got rid of the ‘giant elephant’ from her life just a few days shy of her first piano exam.

~That little girl was me. And I want a second chance.~
  1. It’s a shame that your childhood piano lesson experience was not good. I’m glad you’ve come to terms with it and I wish you luck in the future.

  2. Ee Chin | Aug 12, 2008 |

    I feel the same way as you, as I also took music lessons, in organ actually, and I loathed those lessons so much. I lasted about a year and then I quit. I am so glad that I refrained myself from quitting art lessons, as those things I learned help me so much now. Everybody has regrets. Don’t beat yourself up!

  3. I was in the boat as you did. If I had a nice teacher who would not beat/slapped her students, I would have enjoyed my piano lessons more. But that wasn’t enough for my parents to stop my lessons. After my Grade 3 exam, she found me a different teacher which brought happier times during lessons but it was not enough for me to stay on to finish my diploma. I’m playing again now for leisure.

  4. Go for it, if you don’t find it a giant elephant anymore. =) I know of friends who take up piano though they’re considered ‘ senior citizens ‘ for the instrument. I’m doing ballet, and I’m enjoying every single moment of it. No regrets even it may be a late pursuit. Better late than never. Keep us tuned. =)

  5. Daniel, thanks for your wishes.

    Chin, I didn’t know you took music lessons too :D ! I took art lessons too and didn’t last long as well :P .

    Dawn, teacher that slap/beat students? That’s a little over the line right? Glad that you find joy in playing the piano now ;) .

    Stardust, I’ll definitely give it a try again ;) , better late than never..that’s so true. I guess being a grown up changes my perspective in seeing things now :) .

  6. Stardust | Aug 14, 2008 |

    I’ve come to thank you, sniff sniff. It means so much to us. =) Hugs… Now you get running and tell us your progress soon! ;)